by Joel Howard
a meditation on Jesus' transitions during ministry
Letting go of my following
Letting go of the crowd
Will they know where I am going?
Will I ever see them again?
and not controlling
Not regretting following your voice
according to Your strategy
and retreating -as free as can be!
Jesus did not build his following
He did not chase the wind
Jesus knew his Father only
God would have it that way
Pulling back felt like death
But more was the death
that would have come
had he entrusted himself to them